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Stacy Was Here :
Back at the Beginning

Friday, March 01, 2002

where is the line between strength and vulnerability? are they mutually exclusive? or is being human being vulnerable, and strength being able to remain human after the slings and arrows have struck? say what you will, even when the downs outweigh the ups, it's still preferable to being comfortably numb. there's something comforting about retreating into yourself so far that people can only peer in as if into a well. and sinking is still movement, and after a while you cease to care whether or not it's up or down, or which is which. because eventually, if you're patient, you'll always float to the surface again. and no matter what, as long as keep progressing in some direction, there will always be growth, always be change. every day there is something new to learn, even if it's the art of silence. when did i lose the desire to create sound? why is summer so far away? if i close my eyes long enough i can see myself as an inhabitant of my own head, contained in that section of space that so far only i've been able to inhabit. i wish i had the fortitude of spirit to live without as i live within. would i be a different person? or just more of what i already am? would anyone notice? i feel like an iceburg, and that everyone keeps knowing whats above the surface and ignoring the rest. don't listen to what i say, really hear what i don't. that is the way to know me. it's amazing to me how i've been writing in this blog for almost a full year now and i still feel like there's no way to really break the surface.

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