still fragmented... as always...

**so I had lunch with SWHS today, which was nice. we chatted about life, school, recent drama, and our social lives (or lack their of.) came upon a topic that my mom and I discussed a long time ago. it was a few years ago, and it came up that a guy she was dating said "I love you" and she told him to shut up. I didn't understand it then, but I do now, and it dawned on me while SWHS and I were talking. those words don't mean anything unless you believe it when you hear it. the last guy she dated said it after they'd been dating for three weeks. uhm... three weeks? yikes... maybe it's a sign of maturity to think of those words as a turn off until they're completely and irrevocably true...

**been procrastinating really bad and now I've not got much time to pack really... need to start doing that, so if you read this and we chat, bug me to get it done.

**must... find.... apartment... I'm going into Wendy withdrawls.... *sigh*